The website told me not to use my
GPS, so I didn’t. It was past midnight,
and I was searching for Hovenweep National Monument on the border of Utah and
Colorado. I knew the place was extremely
remote, so when I turned onto an unpaved road through an open range of cattle I
thought it was possible I was still heading in the right direction. After all, I had driven down a similar road
in South Dakota to reach the Badlands. I
expected to reach my destination within twenty miles.
The gravel road was patterned with
rough grooves. I could hear my tires
launching bits of scree that clanged against the underbelly of my car. I was driving about ten miles an hour because
the road curved around several bends and climbed rolling hills. I was entering one of the darkest places in
the United States, so only my high beams illuminated my narrow path. There was
a gas station thirty miles behind me and nothing in front of me but farmland. A black cow with a white spot on its face was
lying in the road. I kept telling myself
the monument would be just up ahead, and I was convinced that I had followed
the directions from the National Park Service website. After a half an hour I realized I was lost,
so I turned around.
I wasn’t overly concerned because I
had enough gas, food and water in case I were to have car trouble. When I go to far-flung places, I expect to be
inconvenienced. Sometimes I feel ashamed
when I merely plug in my destination into GoogleMaps. Especially when I visit sites founded by
ancient explorers, I want navigation to be part of the experience, and getting
lost is a reasonable outcome for not following a robot-plotted course.
With all that being said, I wasn’t
having a grand time because my eyes were strained from scouring the darkness
for signs of kamikaze deer. I blasted
the music to help me stay awake as I drove back down the farm road until my
tires hit the pavement. I found the turn
that I initially missed and followed the county roads until I reached the
campground at Hovenweep. When I turned
off my headlights, my eyes began adjusting to the darkness surrounding me, and
soon I could see by the greyish light of the stars. I could see them everywhere, even on the
horizon.
The national monument qualifies as
dark sky park according to the International Dark-Sky Association, a non-profit
organization aiming to preserve areas unencumbered with light pollution. In order to earn the label of a dark sky
park, it helps to be far from a major city.
In addition to remoteness, special lighting must be installed where it
is deemed necessary for safety and commerce reasons.
Lights should be equipped with
motion-sensors and should only illuminate essential spots. The intensity of the light should not be excessive,
and the light should be pointed downward and encased with a fully-shielded
fixture. Blue emissions should be
minimized as this color brightens the sky more than any other due to its higher
temperature. Low-temperature lights such
as low-pressure sodium (which are commonly used for streetlights) should be
used because they emit warmer colors of light.
All these measures are taken
primarily for stargazing purposes. In
your average suburban backyard, you may be able to see 500 stars, but you
should be able to see over 5,000 stars in a dark sky park. Gaining dark sky status attracts visitors who
want to see the primordial skies untainted by human development. Before the light bulb was invented, the world
was a very dark place at night. If you
grow accustomed to living in a moderately-populated town among the constant
glow of streetlights and endless buzzing of neon signs, you may forget what it’s
like to be blanketed in darkness.
Back when humans were using
lanterns and pitchforks to light their way, nocturnal creatures didn’t have
much to worry about. In terms of animal
evolution, light pollution is a relatively new issue that now threatens certain
species. Certain birds depend on
starlight and the sun-and-moon cycle to properly time their migrations. If they happen to fly near major cities, the light
pollution could confuse them and force them off course. Other nocturnal creatures who use darkness as
cover from predators are at a disadvantage if their hiding places are
exposed. And I realize most people, like
myself, don’t feel bad when a bug splats on your windshield, but this fatal
attraction could potentially have severe consequences. The decimation of insect species can have a
domino effect for those animals dependent upon a plentiful bug population for
food.
There were no lights at the
campground except one with a motion-detector near the bathroom and my headlamp. I paid my overnight fee and set up my camera
on the picnic table. The GoPro has a night
photography option in which the aperture can stay open for thirty seconds. The aperture works similarly to your pupil in
that it takes time to absorb a changing scale of light. I turned off my headlamp and took a few night
lapse photos of the stars. I wasn’t
entirely sure what I was looking at. I only know basic constellations that children can recognize, and I have
only an elementary understanding of astronomy.
I stared a while at the speckled
sky with a lingering uneasiness hanging in the back of my mind. Experiencing total darkness while completely
alone in an extremely remote location was a novelty that I wasn’t completely
comfortable with. Every now and then I would turn on my headlamp and scan the
bushes I heard rustling. A jackrabbit
would saunter away when I shone the light into its eyes. I turned the light off and resumed stargazing.
I was not afraid of the dark, nor
did I expect to be ambushed by a mountain lion.
I was unaccustomed to the monochrome surroundings and a roofless night
spent looking up. I could hear the laughter
of nearby campers that I couldn’t see. I
thought this place would do for solitude but would be better with company. Times of limited visibility are ideal for
storytelling when a voice can be detached from a moving mouth. Self-consciousness has a tendency to dissolve
while ruminating under burning orbs that have been around longer than your
planet.


